.. wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there!
Yeah, it’s been a long time, but I had a pretty rough time to go through..
Of course, I’m still standing and all this stuff, but for a guy like me who believes so invincibly in justice, the hearing in court was a mixed impression.
Don’t get me wrong, the hearing was great and the court’s verdict wasn’t that bad for me — but the opposing party’s appeal really shocked me..
I mean, anybody I ever told the details of how the accident occurred agrees with me and says it’s _completely_ the fault of the opposing party. But instead of accepting the verdict, they issued an appeal!
So, I’m still asking myself: why do I have to wait to get my money? Seriously, the accident happened 2007-11-07, so more than 450 days have and I still have to drive a damaged car, still have to wait for the amount due to me and still have to wait to come into my own..
But I’m not complaining about all that stuff — this time, things are different, much more different..
This time, I’m not only bearing up against pain.
This time, I’m not only rebounding.
This time, I’m facing _any_ problem or enemy!
That’s not an empty phrase, but instead the truth:
I’m haunting all these people who told me that I won’t ever succeed.
I’m pusing myself, again and again and again — nothing can stop me.
I’m reaching each targeted objective, no matter how ambitious it might be.
The first “episode” was completing my planned technical upgrades by buying several things like additional 2 GB DDR2-RAM, another Samsung HD501LJ for backups from my newly created 1 TB-RAID-0 array, a Casio Wave Ceptor watch with lots of technical gimmicks and the Teufel Concept E Magnum Power Edition.
The second episode means _a lot_ to me and that’s why it got this extra-paragraph:
VW Scirocco III 1.4 TSI Rising Blue
[front view] [rear view]
Yes, it’s a car, but it’ll be the first one I actually bought with my own earned money — that’s something _very_ special for me..
The third episode will be kinda “journey” through Germany (meeting friends, seeing the sea after a long period of absence, etc.) and I promise to take photos!
The fourth episode is a long-time one and started even before episode two was planned: finding Ms. “Not-perfect-but-damn-close-to-my-demands”.. Let’s see what will happen here..